S.
Maybe it is time.
The hours are slipping by and we’re not getting any younger here. So instead of fabricating this whole fairytale ending which I repeatedly play in my head. Maybe it’s time to come to terms with everything and snap back to reality.
Things are not going to work out. Not for the next 2 years++ at least.
The moment you’re done with your internship, I’ll be having my papers. After that, I’ll be headed to the states for a good month or so. Then the mundane normality of school will resume before I know it. And the next semester break I get will be spent fully in Shanghai and Xiamen while you’ll be enlisted into the army. And when I get back, I’ll be in school and you’ll still be in the army. And the following year I’ll be away for another 6 months doing my internship, while you’ll still remain a prisoner of the state. It is only after my poly education and your service to the nation has been completed can something ever work out.
Timing’s a real bitch.
But if I wanted to, I would and could give up alot for you, but you’re not making me feel like it’s worth it now.
So, move along.
x
