2011.
I believe this very much describes my year.
January: Remembering the fond moments in secondary school and relinquishing the days of 2010.
February: Somewhat moving on from the previous year and slowly giving up on an old love.
March: People who have known me for the longest time now would know that I never give up without a fight. My undying will to keep trying kept my old relationship going for awhile.
April: …But everything has an expiry date. So some things ended for others to start anew. A new beginning of poly life started then.
May: Weighing. Weighing of pros and cons of my whole new environment and doubting my abilities in my current course. It was a real rash decision to choose International Business after aiming for Mass Communications for years.
July: Finding home in my course. This was the month of our vietnam trip, of the formation of my IBES group and we’ve been stuck like glue ever since. Home, is where your heart is and my heart is definitely with them.
August: This month was a pressure cooker. The month of all my examinations and final pitching for IBES. Hell, it was the most intense month in terms of workload this year. But sometimes hard work pays off. :)
September: And the holidays are finally here. And with more time on hand, I found myself again. Being detached more from school, i figured that I was searching for more than just academic contentment. And in time, I found someone special. :)
October: I guess the title would be more relevant to the end of October. Missing the carefreeness of the holidays, the large amount of quality time I was able to spend with the people I love and of course, genting and all.
November: As if I haven’t elaborated on this month enough. WIthout a doubt, the most trashed up month of this year where everything came crashing down on me all at once. Family, relationship, friendships, school. It was pure madness. & boy, was I a mess.
December: The month of hope. The thing about me is that I am too hopeful for my own good. I hope that in time, we could be something more. I hope that I can gain back my drive in my studies. I hope that my mother would be fine. I hope that my new living environment would see my family and I good. And despite 2011 being a “not bad” year, I hope that 2012 would be even better.
With love, x
